Sunday, April 20, 2008
School life is so hectic. Everywhere u turn u face another obstacle in life. Nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide (unless in the RI toilets...hehe...Kuang Nan!) Anyways, i just finished my GPP somehow...with supreme effort and will...completed my mugging for biology and maths! God help me if i screw up my biology tests from now on.....for all the damn time i spent......i better be able to score near full marks......able to whup Nico Tan's ass total and proper (not to mention *ahem*). So, today i ready myself for the next week, a mock biology SPA looming over the horizons....and here am i with shaky hands and weak knees...i dont even know how to peel the damn onion epidermal cells! RJC life has become so sien....so much work piled into one term....and so little time to complete them....ha...the ironies of life! By the way....if u read the intro and wonder about how emo i can get......dont try to la.....im just going through a phase in life....i wont become a suicide bomber or a mass muderer....Elaine and Haliim....relax people!
posted at [10:07 PM]
I finally managed to gather my thoughts and starting blogging again. After many days of procrastination and delay....i feel that i am back on track again ! After all its a world full of pain out there....heartache in its myraid forms. No peace for the man who seeks oblivion and rest in his activities. Always the salty tang of sweat in the air - signs of hard work and toil - from school and home. I labor on unceasingly, seeking to make the best of my efforts, rising up above the rest and winning it all! But life is a fickle piece of crap, never rewarding those who work hard but giving all to those who don't. It pains me too see my masterpieces - things i crafted out of my mind - work of my hands - cast away after they are no longer needed. Maybe its time i became like Sephiroth - created a monster by ruthless people - who made his own destiny and became someone feared by the multitude. It could be time that i became what my heart tells me that i am - a monster capable of feeling no love and pain - a killing machine - the new evolution of mankind! Hehe....just joking.....i would never be such a person! Anyways....my heartfelt gratitude goes out to my bro Karthik for his words of support and encourgement that has made me into the person that i am now. Also....down here....my fencing buddies....my classmates....i feel that i may have finally found a best friend in the form of Zhao Jie and Joshua Yeo......haha....Halim too. Haha!
posted at [12:05 AM]
Raj Kiran
AKA Nightcrawler
Lucifer
Shadow
[P]eople [I] [L]ike
Kishen..Karthik...Jolene
Zhao Jie...Joshua...Nick Leong...Kuang Nan...Serene
Elaine...Haliim....Bernice
Mindy...Xavier...Gracia...Terence...Stuart...Yi Nan
[M]y [V]ideos
[M]emories
*Oct 11, 2007
[D]reams
wanted to be a Rock Star
*Oct 13, 2007
*Oct 14, 2007
*Apr 20, 2008
*Apr 21, 2008
*Apr 24, 2008
*Apr 30, 2008
*May 4, 2008
*May 11, 2008
*May 26, 2008
*May 27, 2008
*Jun 5, 2008
or a Mafia godfather...hehe!
Intro
Like a thunderbolt
He crashes to the ground
Agony coursing through his veins
Hate gripping his thoughts
Wings of shadow flaring wide
climbing up to the wide sky
He seeks to avenge his pain
On those who cast him down
The mightiest to live
His blade drawn and ready
He marches into war
Quenching his bloodthirst
Redeeming his honor
Rising above all
Power incarnate
But with a heart full of sorrow
Tempered by anger
Seeking to live with honor
Without interference from others
A life pure and honorable
He is our lord
The Illuminator
Angel of Light
Lucifer Eveningstar