Monday, April 21, 2008
I am the first and last of my kind. A forgotten legacy destroyed by emotions. I feel weak and helpless against the tide of emotions that washes over my soul everytime i take a breath or talk. Somehow, i have this gut feeling that i am different from everyone out there - i was born without a conscience - able to think coldly and calmly in any situation - able to kill someone and walk away without any regret. My best friend Joshua says that an angel is a messenger of God, doing His will on this Earth. I beg to differ. Some do that....others have another purpose - a darker one but still obeying His will. I believe i am one of them - the so called fallen angels - led by their prince, Lucifer. Maybe its time to take things from a different context and realise that maybe Lucifer fell from Heaven because he had to - come to this world and destroy the Evil contaminating it. That leads me to say that god is not omnipotent but is the balancing force of order and law in the chaos that surrounds us. We fight a war against the forces of Chaos in order to acheive law and orderin our lives and our societies. Ohhhh crap....what the hell am i talking about.....got to reorder my thoughts....see u again tomorrow...hehe!
posted at [10:08 PM]
Raj Kiran
AKA Nightcrawler
Lucifer
Shadow
[P]eople [I] [L]ike
Kishen..Karthik...Jolene
Zhao Jie...Joshua...Nick Leong...Kuang Nan...Serene
Elaine...Haliim....Bernice
Mindy...Xavier...Gracia...Terence...Stuart...Yi Nan
[M]y [V]ideos
[M]emories
*Oct 11, 2007
[D]reams
wanted to be a Rock Star
*Oct 13, 2007
*Oct 14, 2007
*Apr 20, 2008
*Apr 21, 2008
*Apr 24, 2008
*Apr 30, 2008
*May 4, 2008
*May 11, 2008
*May 26, 2008
*May 27, 2008
*Jun 5, 2008
or a Mafia godfather...hehe!
Intro
Like a thunderbolt
He crashes to the ground
Agony coursing through his veins
Hate gripping his thoughts
Wings of shadow flaring wide
climbing up to the wide sky
He seeks to avenge his pain
On those who cast him down
The mightiest to live
His blade drawn and ready
He marches into war
Quenching his bloodthirst
Redeeming his honor
Rising above all
Power incarnate
But with a heart full of sorrow
Tempered by anger
Seeking to live with honor
Without interference from others
A life pure and honorable
He is our lord
The Illuminator
Angel of Light
Lucifer Eveningstar