Sunday, May 11, 2008
I seriously cannot take it anymore....why is it that i continuously lose out to others in mathematics? I can understand every god damned thing there but during tests it just screws up...the last maths test was a perfect example....i knew how to do the damn thing....AFTER THE FREAKING TEST! One good example of why life is harsh, i presume. Anyways, i realise that i cannot screw up anymore in RJC for every failure is a huge blow to my morale and i personally know that it takes alot to boost my morale back to the fullest. So....i shall study harder.....mind body and soul all into one purpose and function....to excel! Also, on the other hand i have my fencing...a relatively new passion of mine. I think i have the physical attributes needed to succeed in this pursuit but what i lack is the drive and the fear to drive me to the gold that i seek. Its just that during training i see others better than me and i start to feel squeamish and frightened that i would have no place among them.....so im going to have to get help from others for fencing is not just about the body but it is also a game of the mind! I'll leave you with this quotation from a ad i saw during econs lecture: "Diamonds can be lost. But memories are forever!" Huh?! Did someone mention Alzhemier's?!
posted at [12:21 AM]
Raj Kiran
AKA Nightcrawler
Lucifer
Shadow
[P]eople [I] [L]ike
Kishen..Karthik...Jolene
Zhao Jie...Joshua...Nick Leong...Kuang Nan...Serene
Elaine...Haliim....Bernice
Mindy...Xavier...Gracia...Terence...Stuart...Yi Nan
[M]y [V]ideos
[M]emories
*Oct 11, 2007
[D]reams
wanted to be a Rock Star
*Oct 13, 2007
*Oct 14, 2007
*Apr 20, 2008
*Apr 21, 2008
*Apr 24, 2008
*Apr 30, 2008
*May 4, 2008
*May 11, 2008
*May 26, 2008
*May 27, 2008
*Jun 5, 2008
or a Mafia godfather...hehe!
Intro
Like a thunderbolt
He crashes to the ground
Agony coursing through his veins
Hate gripping his thoughts
Wings of shadow flaring wide
climbing up to the wide sky
He seeks to avenge his pain
On those who cast him down
The mightiest to live
His blade drawn and ready
He marches into war
Quenching his bloodthirst
Redeeming his honor
Rising above all
Power incarnate
But with a heart full of sorrow
Tempered by anger
Seeking to live with honor
Without interference from others
A life pure and honorable
He is our lord
The Illuminator
Angel of Light
Lucifer Eveningstar